Scared of roaches, im terrified.?

Okay I’m not scared of nearly any kind of animal but tonight I saw a cock roach in my shower and nearly passed out (not really) but I ran to mother like a little b***h and said I saw the biggest bug ever…she said get the spray and kill it so i’m starig off sweating hard because I never really saw a roach b4!!! I killed it and stared at it for a while (like a damn nut)!!! I kept reasoning with myself saying I’ll get it out when I get back home, next I said I’ll get it in a minute, ten eventually I got a grocery bag, sock, and a knife in one hand just to get it out of my shower…once I did that I felt great and took a shower, I felt like going to bed so I layed down and had a dream about cockroaches all over me so I woke up sweating badly!!! I looked in my shower and bam another (mother f**kin) one is inside, I fall into temporary insanity and killed it badly with hot water, wash clothes, a bag, and a knife…now I’m up staring around my room for more of them, and anytime that I move it feel one of them one my head, leg, and etc… This is crazy I have a very serious phobia for roaches!!! What should I do??? Also is there anybody else out there like me??? I feel pathetic because I’m a quaterback for varsity football in high school, and I’m 16 going on 17!!!! Btw I want people to laugh at this story so that I can over come my fear with embarracement!!!